It is looking like i have finally met someone that will accept me as i am!
On June 26, 2013, I came completely clean and outed myself to a woman i have now known for 2 years. As we were beginning to start the dating process, i wanted HER to know the truth about me and my submissive cross dressing needs and desires. Although i would love to find a woman to become my MISTRESS and accept me as her sissy, there was not much happening in this area that gave me much hope, so i decided if i was ever going to become Owned by someone, it would probably be a Male that was interested in sissies.
To my surprise, SHE was more than open to me and thought it was great that SHE could have a lesbian lover as well as a real cock for when SHE wanted that! YEAH!!!!!!!
Since then things have been progressing nicely and SHE is even looking forward to me signing a Female Led Relationship/slave contract and we are putting the finishing touches on it currently. The plan is that we will sign the Contract on this Friday, August 2, 2013.
At that time, i will become HER Property and live by the rules SHE establishes for U/us to abide by.
Therefore, this Blog will become a place where i will post what's happening in our world, it will be where i can share my thoughts and feelings about finally being allowed to be the slave i have always wanted to be, including any pictures that MISTRESS will allow of me and allow me to post!
i am looking forward to this with so much anticipation, i can't wait for Friday to get here!
I can't wait to become the OWNED PROPERTY of MISTRESS M.
Sunday, July 28, 2013
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Once a sissy.....always a sissy...
Oh, this is so true of us sissy bitches.....
Yes, allow yourself to be what you are...
And "EMBRACE YOUR FATE"
Yes, allow yourself to be what you are...
And "EMBRACE YOUR FATE"
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Just the way i roll now a days!
I love to dress as sexy as possible when meeting MEN....I want to show off my ass a little with short skirts or short shorts, and with my 38D breast forms...a very tight top to kind of show them off.
If I end up having sex with a MAN, I want him to want me, to over power me, to use and abuse me, to fill me completely with his cum...so that if feels to him as though HE is actually breeding me, making me pregnant, and controlling me.
I love it when my sissy pussy is filled and over flowing....I love to get dresses again and fell HIS JUICES seeping out of me for hours afterwards..... and I love thinking that others can see the juices running down my legs, knowing that I was just freshly fucked deep.....Ohhh so DEEPLY!
If I end up having sex with a MAN, I want him to want me, to over power me, to use and abuse me, to fill me completely with his cum...so that if feels to him as though HE is actually breeding me, making me pregnant, and controlling me.
I love it when my sissy pussy is filled and over flowing....I love to get dresses again and fell HIS JUICES seeping out of me for hours afterwards..... and I love thinking that others can see the juices running down my legs, knowing that I was just freshly fucked deep.....Ohhh so DEEPLY!
Friday, December 14, 2012
The code i wish to live by!!!!!
THIS is just so much ME!
i am available for any MAN to come and take control of me and train, condition and control me to be YOUR sissy slave bitch and whore.
Use me and Abuse me, collar me and allow me to serve YOU in any and all ways YOU desire!
i'm ready......ARE YOU??????
http://annamalicesissyselfhypnosis.com/2011/600-im-your-sissy-faggot-modified-version/
sissy ashli-richelle~bitch~ is here for YOUR USE!!!!!
i am available for any MAN to come and take control of me and train, condition and control me to be YOUR sissy slave bitch and whore.
Use me and Abuse me, collar me and allow me to serve YOU in any and all ways YOU desire!
i'm ready......ARE YOU??????
http://annamalicesissyselfhypnosis.com/2011/600-im-your-sissy-faggot-modified-version/
sissy ashli-richelle~bitch~ is here for YOUR USE!!!!!
Monday, November 19, 2012
As a submissive sissy slave.......
I NEED TO BECOME OWNED BY A MASTER THAT WILL TRAIN ME TO BE HIS BITCH AND SLUT.....
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Sunday, July 15, 2012
A new biginning on the Horizon
As of July 3rd, 2012, i was given permission from my health care provider to begin counseling sessions with a therapist for Transitioning M2F!
My first appointment with the therapist, who is widely accepted and respected, by my health care provider is this coming Wednesday, July, 18, 2012 at 10:00am.
i am so looking forward to this!
i have lived a life of lies for all these years.....i am a gurl in man's body that is begging to get out and become what i have known i was for the past 48 to 50 years!
i will not go into detail here as to why and how come it has taken this long to finally go forward and seek the guidance needed for Transitioning, but, if anyone would like to ask directly and has a phone as compared to texting or IM'ing, i will be happy to go into detail as to the reasons why i have waited.
From now on, i will be doing an update to this blog at least weekly, describing what has transpired with my therapy session/s, how i feel about them, if my quest is still as high a priority as it is now, the negatives of therapy, the breaking down and building back up, the confidence and belief in one's self that is needed.......Any and all feelings i encounter will be brought out here starting after my first session on the 18th.
Depending on how my mind is registering everything it may become a daily thing, based upon my time, (i am interning for 120 hours, still trying to work full-time, and going to school for my BA), so time is sometimes limited.....BUT.....it is my plan to share everything i go through in the process of trying to Transition M2F.
my therapist has already forwarned me that that there is not a Doctor locally that will assist in the Transformation process and helping with hormone treatment and that i will have to be willing to go to Ann Arbor (yuck...as i am a MSU fan) or Detroit to find a doctor willing to manage and help with hormone therapy and assisting with my Transformation.
i am looking for friends and person's that may have already began this journey or those that will support my decision to go where i plan on going to reach out, chat, email, talk by phone, ....whatever.......i know i will need some support in this endevure and any and all friendship will be appreciated and i'm sure returned 10 fold by the good Karma YOU will receive.
Direct contact information for those wanting or willing to lend a supporting shoulder are:
E-mail: ashlirichelle.slut@gmail.com
Phone for talk and text: (810) 931-3708
Yahoo IM: sissy_ashli
i am looking forward to sharing my journey and explaining the ins and outs of why it took so long, what therapy is all about, if i find my way to hormones...what they are like and how one feels the changes, etc.
i am sure ther will be much to talk about and discuss in the coming weeks and months......BUT....wanted everyone to know, from this point on.......i (I), will be logging in at least weekly to deliver whatever is happening with me or how i am feeling or what my sessions are about......
i will become an open book, try to answer YOUR questions as well as possibly get questions from YOU to ask the therapist for myself!
Good Evening Everyone......i will be back very soon with the results of Therapy Session #1.
Thanks and LOve Everyone for YOUR support!
Sissy_Ashli <3 ;)
My first appointment with the therapist, who is widely accepted and respected, by my health care provider is this coming Wednesday, July, 18, 2012 at 10:00am.
i am so looking forward to this!
i have lived a life of lies for all these years.....i am a gurl in man's body that is begging to get out and become what i have known i was for the past 48 to 50 years!
i will not go into detail here as to why and how come it has taken this long to finally go forward and seek the guidance needed for Transitioning, but, if anyone would like to ask directly and has a phone as compared to texting or IM'ing, i will be happy to go into detail as to the reasons why i have waited.
From now on, i will be doing an update to this blog at least weekly, describing what has transpired with my therapy session/s, how i feel about them, if my quest is still as high a priority as it is now, the negatives of therapy, the breaking down and building back up, the confidence and belief in one's self that is needed.......Any and all feelings i encounter will be brought out here starting after my first session on the 18th.
Depending on how my mind is registering everything it may become a daily thing, based upon my time, (i am interning for 120 hours, still trying to work full-time, and going to school for my BA), so time is sometimes limited.....BUT.....it is my plan to share everything i go through in the process of trying to Transition M2F.
my therapist has already forwarned me that that there is not a Doctor locally that will assist in the Transformation process and helping with hormone treatment and that i will have to be willing to go to Ann Arbor (yuck...as i am a MSU fan) or Detroit to find a doctor willing to manage and help with hormone therapy and assisting with my Transformation.
i am looking for friends and person's that may have already began this journey or those that will support my decision to go where i plan on going to reach out, chat, email, talk by phone, ....whatever.......i know i will need some support in this endevure and any and all friendship will be appreciated and i'm sure returned 10 fold by the good Karma YOU will receive.
Direct contact information for those wanting or willing to lend a supporting shoulder are:
E-mail: ashlirichelle.slut@gmail.com
Phone for talk and text: (810) 931-3708
Yahoo IM: sissy_ashli
i am looking forward to sharing my journey and explaining the ins and outs of why it took so long, what therapy is all about, if i find my way to hormones...what they are like and how one feels the changes, etc.
i am sure ther will be much to talk about and discuss in the coming weeks and months......BUT....wanted everyone to know, from this point on.......i (I), will be logging in at least weekly to deliver whatever is happening with me or how i am feeling or what my sessions are about......
i will become an open book, try to answer YOUR questions as well as possibly get questions from YOU to ask the therapist for myself!
Good Evening Everyone......i will be back very soon with the results of Therapy Session #1.
Thanks and LOve Everyone for YOUR support!
Sissy_Ashli <3 ;)
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